My name is Joyce and I first met Meta two years ago at a workshop she did as an introduction to Flower Essences.

My girlfriend made me go, I didn’t want to, I was taking time off from work ‘stress related’. I was in a ‘dead end’ relationship [in hindsight] and I was having my ongoing arguments with my mother.

As the workshop progressed something changed and I became very interested in what was being said about Flower Essences and how they worked and how easy it was to take them.

After the workshop I spoke to Meta and she suggested an Essence for me to take and a spray for clearing negative energy, I was still sceptical.

I started to notice a change in my attitude to some things that were ongoing in my life and I phoned Meta to make an appointment to see her and ask some questions about what was happening.

The first time I saw Meta it was very emotional and I was still blaming every one for my situation, I found it difficult to talk about my problems as I always felt guilty that it was my fault, I wasn’t good enough, I was a bad daughter, If I did more my boyfriend wouldn’t drink and gamble the way he did etc. etc. I didn’t like my job.

Meta was always patient with me and many times I have phoned her in tears and we just talked and tried to calmly work through the current turmoil.

I found the more Flower Essences I took that I seemed to be handling things a bit better and started to see that my boyfriend had problems and it wasn’t my fault at all. After a particular bad bought of drinking and taking my wages from me again, with Meta’s help and my girlfriend I decided to leave him and move away. I lost my job as well at that time and was taking Flower Essences like crazy.

My girlfriend and I moved in together at the coast and I walked on the beach every morning, at Meta’s insistence I tried to just focus on me getting better, it wasn’t easy and pressure from my mother increased about being lazy and not having a job. One morning on my way home I saw restaurant advertising for a waitress and I thought ‘what the heck’. I started on the Monday a quiet day [as a trial] and they were closed Tuesday and they rang and asked me to come back Wednesday. I was a mess emotionally but managed the week. I didn’t drop anything or spill anything on anyone; I felt I was shaking all the time though. They said I smiled nicely at the customers and asked me if I would like a permanent job.

I saw Meta the next week and we changed the drops to something new and I was enjoying talking to most people that came into work. I have been there for a year and love my job and now manage “table bookings” and have a holiday coming up.

My mother is planning a family type reunion and I am not sure if I want to go.

Meta has made me some new essences with Acacia, Black Nightshade, Bleeding Heart, Cassia and Dandelion and a bottle with just Dandelion. I am taking them before I go on my short holiday and then I will see if I can go to the family bash. Meta says I can always walk away, but I have never been able to do that.

I went and I survived! My niece came walking with me and she has similar problems with my family and we started sharing Dandelion and talking and talking and I am starting to look at my mother differently now and noticed that I am not clenching my jaw, which is very painful at night, when I notice it. Now my niece wants Dandelion too.

Meta was so happy when I told her all of this and she has posted me some drops.

It was lovely to get back to the peace and quiet of my unit and my girlfriend keeps remarking about how different I look.

I still love my job even though I get very tired. My girlfriend and I have started a new eating plan together, taking turns at preparing meals is getting easier as there is no criticism about the food we are sharing and I am starting to enjoy my life. I have noticed that my mother hasn’t been phoning as much since I came home, we don’t discuss why and comments about me being a waitress seem to be less, last call my job wasn’t mentioned at all.

After my last visit with Meta I feel that I have opened up to her a lot about my past and for once I don’t feel embarrassed to talk, Meta says there is a big difference and noticed that I had lost weight and looked healthier and that is how I am starting to feel ‘lighter’.

This is also a good thing to write this down for me to look at and I have shared more with Meta, I think I have driven her nuts at times, but she never said.

This is a testament from:

Joyce

Caloundra

February 2010.

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